When you shake too much...

gcom007 · Post by **gcom007** » Tue Dec 10, 2002 7:04 pm

it's really hard to play guitar...I've been having some crazy stuff going on lately that's just gotten me down emotionally...well, it's caused me to get headaches and stomachaches and the shakes like crazy...well, I've got the shakes now, and it's making it impossible to even vent on the guitar! I have two simple little words...girls suck.

PilotC150 · Post by **PilotC150** » Tue Dec 10, 2002 7:10 pm

dude! girls always suck. You just gotta realize everything will be ok, and if she did somethin' to ya, forget her. There's somebody better out there for you. Just don't worry about it, life goes on.

firedancer86 · Post by **firedancer86** » Tue Dec 10, 2002 7:13 pm

When you find the one for you...like a hand in a glove, you will find that girls don't suck...God put us here as companions for each other...it is a special thing when you find that someone...you will find her...don't worry.

gcom007 · Post by **gcom007** » Tue Dec 10, 2002 7:13 pm

PilotC150 wrote:dude! girls always suck. You just gotta realize everything will be ok, and if she did somethin' to ya, forget her. There's somebody better out there for you. Just don't worry about it, life goes on.

it's deeper than that, she's one of my best friends and she's been for years, and this weekend was just weird...we crossed a fine-line between friendship and something more and that's just been bizarre and, yeah, well, that's complicated and unresolved, but then other stuff comes up last night involving her that just has driven me up a wall...when will I learn? agh, agh again...and other stuff too, but in any event, I'm trying to record crap and I can't because I'm way too shaky!!!

gcom007 · Post by **gcom007** » Tue Dec 10, 2002 7:15 pm

I thought that you'd be loving me.
I thought you were the one who'd stay forever.
But now forever's come and gone
And I'm still here alone.

'Cause you were only playing,
You were only playing with my heart.
I was never waiting,
I was never waiting for the tears to start.

It was you who put the clouds around me.
It was you who made the tears fall down.
It was you who broke my heart in pieces.
It was you, it was you who made my blue eyes blue.
Oh, I never should have trusted you.

I thought that I'd be all you need.
In your eyes I thought I saw my heaven.
And now my heaven's gone away
And I'm out in the cold.

'Cause you had me believing,
You had me believing in a lie.
Guess I couldn't see it,
I guess I couldn't see it till I saw goodbye.

Chorus

'Cause you were only playing,
You were only playing with my heart.
I was never waiting,
I was never waiting for the tears to start.

It was you who put the clouds around me.
It was you.

Chorus

Oh, I never should have trusted you.
Oh, I never should have trusted you.
Oh, I never should have trusted you.

Eric Clapton...thank you...I'm not sure if you wrote that, but dang, it hits home...

gcom007 · Post by **gcom007** » Tue Dec 10, 2002 8:22 pm

why is it that in this extreme moment of inspiration I also cannot write anything that I feel!!! I've almost got this other song completely done that I started on sunday but I'm blank on this whole stupid issue...

gravedigger · Post by **gravedigger** » Tue Dec 10, 2002 8:42 pm

gcom007 wrote:why is it that in this extreme moment of inspiration I also cannot write anything that I feel!!! I've almost got this other song completely done that I started on sunday but I'm blank on this whole stupid issue...

sometimes, the inspiration is so overwhelming that you can't concentrate on a single thought or idea or emotion or whatever. It seems like later on when you half forget about that it comes out.

maybe,

gcom007 · Post by **gcom007** » Tue Dec 10, 2002 8:44 pm

gravedigger wrote:
gcom007 wrote:why is it that in this extreme moment of inspiration I also cannot write anything that I feel!!! I've almost got this other song completely done that I started on sunday but I'm blank on this whole stupid issue...
sometimes, the inspiration is so overwhelming that you can't concentrate on a single thought or idea or emotion or whatever. It seems like later on when you half forget about that it comes out.

maybe,

stuff is coming now...

gcom007 · Post by **gcom007** » Wed Dec 11, 2002 1:11 am

and now even more I want to break something...

gravedigger · Post by **gravedigger** » Wed Dec 11, 2002 1:35 am

gcom007 wrote:and now even more I want to break something...

try to break some strings

gcom007 · Post by **gcom007** » Wed Dec 11, 2002 1:42 am

gravedigger wrote:
gcom007 wrote:and now even more I want to break something...
try to break some strings

eh, I'm on the Gibson tonight, gotta be careful with it...

Levi · Post by **Levi** » Wed Dec 11, 2002 2:03 am

I feel your pain buddy, I've been there many times before.

gcom007 · Post by **gcom007** » Wed Dec 11, 2002 2:26 am

Levi wrote:I feel your pain buddy, I've been there many times before.

this will all make perfect sense someday...

Xoosh · Post by **Xoosh** » Wed Dec 11, 2002 2:27 am

that anna song... especially the jam version was me venting.

gcom007 · Post by **gcom007** » Wed Dec 11, 2002 2:30 am

Xoosh wrote:that anna song... especially the jam version was me venting.

I'm listening to it again now...what's odd is that this little thing coming out of me right now seems happier...which I don't get...it's not happy but it kinda sounds it...hmmm....

I definitely sense some anger in this recording...